I SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK......
What kind of an artist am I if I can't come up with a couple awesome pieces on the fly?
Apparently, not a very good one, because I tried and they are epic failures.
I am so upset with myself, I can't stand it!!
And I spent so much time on these 'impromptu' crappy pieces of art, that I now have no time to finish my skirt that I wanted to make for myself for Easter.
Again...I work my butt off for something and someone else, and I let myself get worked up, upset, depressed, and thus don't have time for myself or anything for me that will make me happy.
I suck.